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blessingjess — Fri, 05 Aug 2011 06:49:18 +0000

Everyone has a secret they haven’t shared. Everyone has a past no one’s heard about. Everyone has talents that people don’t notice. Everyone has weaknesses hidden inside. Everyone has a story left untold, so never start judging someone thinking you know them back to front. Because the truth is, you probably don’t

words of widom:O

Hmm in class right now:) Seriously, iv been accumulating my feelings for so long
DO you have any idea how irrelevant half of you words are
its alright to say irrelevant things,
but say them at the right time
during my presentation, please shut the fuck up
if you arent asking a question”
or encouraging my team.
Dont add oil to the fire.
Not like i didnt admit my mistake.
some people, attention ~~whores~~ tsk

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blessingjess — Sun, 22 May 2011 14:43:59 +0000

I really felt like skipping tomorrows cheer training.
I know that it just started but it feels like it takes up way too much time
and even though i know im improving i just dont feel it
like the feeling of weariness and “fear”- not really knowing anyone there
kind of overwhelms everything else
but really, i hate giving up half way:/

I found this on someones facebook quotations,
random
but it motivated me quite a bit:)

You find excuses to skip workouts. I find reasons to go for them. And you wonder why you don’t grow.

For we walk by faith, not by sight – 2 Corinthians 5:3

…Your body is a testament of your will, motivation and discipline.
If you don’t take care of it. Who will?

Pain is temporary, It may last an hour or a day or even a year but eventually it subsides and somthing else takes it’s place. If I quit, however, it lasts forever

It’s about mind over matter. If you don’t mind, it don’t matter

i find that its really true:) eventually im still improving and the pain will subside
cant give up that easily!:)
Shall train hard and give my best and my all!
God please give me the strength to face the week:)!

blessingjess — Mon, 09 May 2011 02:03:57 +0000

Hmm God has been really awesome:)
Life has been good, enjoyable and totally worth living:)
Today we are learning about encouraging
and this week afew of my friends have been rather sad
yeah i think this week is a week of encouraging others:)
Have to do my best and may God do the rest:)
Really thank God for my awesome friends and people he placed in my life
Happy birthday Lingern;)

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blessingjess — Sat, 23 Apr 2011 16:22:32 +0000

Sometimes i feel like making friends with certain people
but i dont know how to
or where to start
or what to start with=/
It really sucks=/
God please help me

blessingjess — Fri, 22 Apr 2011 14:48:41 +0000

School has been interesting:)
i like rp’s learning style at the same time…one subject a day:O
the way they teach would also help me in future when i start working:)
Class is really noisy though
in both good ways and bad

Alright!Today ill talk about Afifah:D
heeee i think iv become closer to hula ever since the start of the yr:)
which is a good thing:)
She is really awesome, fun and i can really be who i am around her
no pretence
cause she accepts me for who i am:)
And she is as crazy as i am:P
I cant really describe or say anything about my memoriable outings with her
cause they are just more than words can say
and there are way too many outings:P
Awesome is probably the best word to describe her:)
Shes so cheerful, happy, cute, crazy and easily excited
which makes her really nice
Just talking to her normally already makes me feel so comfortable
i really love her company
and im really glad that in sec4
She came along with me and jooyee for recess and lunch most of the time
cause vanisha and caline stayed in class to study
Everything happens for a reason and now i know why shes in my life:)
Shes such an important person and she has made a difference in my life:)
Thank God for such a wonderful friend:)

blessingjess — Mon, 18 Apr 2011 14:20:43 +0000

school has been EPIC:D
i think after orientation iv become more crazy!
And if i was crazy before….OMG
heeeee:)
made tons of new friends who are just as awesome and fun as i am:P
and they are really sociable and accepting:)
Today was my first day of school and it felt like iv known my classmates for a year!
We were so noisy, the faci couldnt believe we knew each other only for 2 hrs:)
My classmates are super enthusiastic and i find this learning style more interactive and fun
My whole class is awesome:)
I also kind of have a clique now:) So i wont feel so left out or weird during breaks:P They inclue yiren,nurul and adi:D
Of course i wont forget my old friends:)! Anw i just met hula and jiayi today after school and after eating icecream with nurul and adi:)
and tmr im meeting hula again and ytd i celebrated yizhens bday:O
have to plan my time wisely^^
Thank God for all things good and awesome!:D

blessingjess — Sat, 09 Apr 2011 18:23:01 +0000

Had my first vocal lesson today.
I was extremely nervous, to the point where, when the teacher told us to sing a song infront of everyone, i actually stammered.
I just cant sing infront of people, moreover, strangers.
Its too weird.
It was a small class of about 6 people
and they are all in their 20′s, which i didnt really expect.
I was the youngest=/ that made me more nervous!
I was so shy but im really shy until i start opening up to you.
Thats what i think at least=)

Hmm i dont know but i cant help but feel very useless.
You know those times when your friends come up to you and tell you their problems? Yeah i do know that some of them may not expect and answer but i cant help but want to give them a word of advice or encouragement
I cant stand listening to them silently, not helping, not doing anything
even thought sometimes that may just be what they need most.
i cant help but want to help them with saying something=/
i just hate feeling useless, just watching them while they suffer
while they try to pretend nothing happened,
pretend they arent hurt=/
“The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief an bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.” Henri Nouwen

Now i understand why, cause in actualy fact, the friend is feeling just as powerless, just as useless and terrible. Thank God for these friends:) I hope tt i can be more like that:)

appreciating friends

blessingjess — Fri, 08 Apr 2011 18:30:16 +0000

Hmm i think that starting from today, for a month,
ill write a post about one of my friends, every 2 days(if i have time)
kekeke just one of the ways to show my friends how much i appreciate them:)

todays one would be Jiayi! He was the one who came up with this idea anw…kind of=/
Anw i just met Jiayi this year=) At a bbq Hula told me to accompany her to.
He was my senoir but i never actually noticed him till the day of the bbq:O
yeah its either im not observant or hes not noticible.
Hmm we became fast friends cause of his silly, extrovert personality.
He is rather sociable and friendly but can be overwhelmingly irritating.
I think we made friends when he nicknamed me centreparting…what a way to make friends!
We hung out kinda often after that:) He is really nice and very silly!
I remember slapping him by accident one fine day cause he invaded my personal space while i was in a daze(my body a mind of its own when my mind is in a subconscious state) and he thought i slapped him cause he was too irritating HAHAHA how amusing:) no jiayi, i dont go around slapping peoples face cause they are irritating:)
He’s also really weird but funny, he enjoys calling hula ‘monkey woman’
and singing the theme song of ‘my gym partner is a monkey’ infront of her
Yeah you can imagine how annoying it is
but well it beats awkward silence and he is a good example of,
just be yourself and
people should accept you for who you are:)
Jiayi, a friend worth having:)